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1. |
Choral
01:37
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2. |
Halfway There
03:59
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(Say I'm only halfway there)
(Say I'm only halfway there)
All I can take from you is
a piece of my puzzle.
Whenever these moments are more than a high.
If I'm caught in exit places
my words begin to sound empty.
Whenever these moments are more than a high.
Give me all the reasons to recall a time,
no spirit driven by an endless fight
but all the blessings I couldn't see
were never big enough to fill me.
Say I'm only halfway there,
when we're coming down
and there's no way up.
Got a plan with no repair,
broken by design,
and nothing else.
Say I'm only halfway there.
Say I'm only halfway there.
Say I'm only halfway there.
Say I'm only halfway there.
How far can I go,
if dissonance lives inside me.
if I'm there would I even know
when living out this tempest fantasy.
Give me all the reasons to recall a time,
no spirit driven by an endless fight
but all the blessings I couldn't see
were never big enough to fill me.
Could I split myself in two,
one failed idealist
and the other would follow you.
Say I'm only halfway there,
when we're coming down
and there's no way up.
Got a plan with no repair,
broken by design,
and nothing else.
Say I'm only halfway there,
when we're coming down
and there's no way up.
Got a plan with no repair,
broken by design,
and nothing else.
Say I'm only halfway there,
when we're coming down
and there's no way up.
Got a plan with no repair,
broken by design,
and nothing else.
Say I'm only halfway there.
Say I'm only halfway there.
Say I'm only halfway there.
Say I'm only halfway there.
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3. |
Your Beliefs
03:42
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Take it,
take it all from me.
Break my moment of peace.
Cause I'm too tainted for your beliefs.
See them fading when there's no relief.
So take it,
take it all from me.
Caught in a bliss,
tears me apart,
crossed through the mirror,
to a side I can start
my time to live out,
thoughts wicked and strange.
Held in a gaze that no words can't change.
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
That no words can't change.
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
Take it,
take it all from me.
If I fake it until there's no one here.
Cause I'm too tired of your beliefs.
You're no stranger to my heathen griefs.
My time to live out,
thoughts wicked and strange.
Held in a gaze
that no words can't change.
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
(change)
I can't seem to get it right
but your ways sound undefined.
I can't seem to get it right
but your ways sound undefined.
I can't seem to get it right
but your ways sound undefined.
I can't seem to get it right
but your ways sound undefined.
I can't seem to get it right
but your ways sound undefined.
I can't seem to get it right
but your ways sound undefined.
I can't seem to get it right
but your ways sound undefined.
I can't seem to get it right
but your ways sound undefined.
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4. |
Lowlands
03:37
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5. |
Indifference
04:06
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Caught between the shadows of uncertainty.
Sometimes think your message,
it's starting to move me.
Bruised enough but still afloat
If I choose to try and let it seep in.
Better numb and feel unique
still divided when I hear you speak.
No I
don't believe there are times for us
with no remorse.
But if I
find a silver lining
my indifference will run its course.
No I
don't believe there are times for us
with no remorse.
But if I
find a silver lining my indifference
will run its course.
Don't want to be told that I was once wrong.
That I have grown colder and at nights too wild.
Wait my turn to change the game,
you say there are others
who believe the same
and no chemical embrace,
is enough to make me feel safe.
No I
don't believe there are times for us
with no remorse.
But if I
find a silver lining
my indifference will run its course.
No I
don't believe there are times for us
with no remorse.
But if I
find a silver lining
my indifference will run its course.
Come whisper me your deliverance.
Come whisper me your deliverance.
Come whisper me your deliverance.
Come whisper me your deliverance.
Come whisper me your deliverance.
No I
don't believe there are times for us
with no remorse.
But if I
find a silver lining
my indifference will run its course.
No I
don't believe there are times for us
with no remorse.
But if I
find a silver lining
my indifference will run its course.
Come whisper me your deliverance.
Our deliverance.
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6. |
Exit Places
03:26
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高い丘
スリルは
いつもそこに
私を探すの
繰り返す日々
永遠に
Had I known sooner,
becoming King Ruiner.
I can't escape from you.
I can't escape from you.
Escape from you.
夢を見る
丘の上に
何が起きても
気にしないの
I can't escape from you.
I can't escape from you.
I can't escape from you.
I can't escape from you.
(I can't escape from you. )
(I can't escape from you. )
(I can't escape from you. )
(I can't escape from you. )
愛しい人は
そこにいると
壁が現れ
また消えてゆく
(I can't escape from you. )
闘う術を
私は知ってる
変われるその日を
その日は来るから
(I can't escape from you. )
I can't escape from you.
I can't escape from you.
I can't escape from you.
I can't escape from you.
(I can't escape from you. )
(I can't escape from you. )
(I can't escape from you. )
(I can't escape from you. )
(I can't escape from you. )
(I can't escape from you. )
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7. |
On Euphoria & Despair
02:46
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8. |
Become Nothing
03:48
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The Book Of Disquiet
next to my bed.
Sleepless nights
with a kindred spirit.
Does it mean
I am fading
if dreams become
blurred with everyday life?
Look within to find shelter
from a haunted state
of feeling incomplete.
(Becoming)
a figment of my imagination
all I've ever wanted,
pure nothingness.
When reasoning is enough
to bring myself down.
Wasted days
of what I haven't found,
a balance between
reality and illusion.
I'm bounded by walls of
a joyful seclusion.
(Becoming)
a figment of my imagination
all I've ever wanted,
pure nothingness.
a character in my own novel
still unwritten,
pure nothingness.
Making space for infinite beginnings,
further away from sharing his fate.
But I'll still keep his words
next to my bed.
life's the strangest dream
that I've ever had.
(Becoming)
a figment of my imagination
all I've ever wanted,
pure nothingness.
pure nothingness.
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9. |
All Of The Ways
03:42
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When it becomes clear,
that I was never here.
There's violence in change
and imperfect remains.
It hurts to shed skin,
where it ends I begin.
I harness the will,
for that lucent future a far.
Never look back,
won't remember.
Cracks in the dark,
feel a tremor.
Never look back,
time is running out.
Oh, I've
been running from,
lost and dazed,
seeking a call,
all of the ways
that push me to fall.
Oh, I've
been running from,
lost and dazed,
seeking a call,
all of the ways
that push me to fall.
Oh, I've
been running from,
lost and dazed,
seeking a call,
all of the ways
that push me to fall.
All of the ways
that push me to fall.
All of the ways
that push me to fall.
Every end a new beginning.
When the scenery starts peeling,
I hear you say
that I'm bathed in grey.
A fear creeping in,
these doubts feed the King,
in a coming time,
will my ways come apart?
Back to a start.
I'm forgetting,
the good and the bad,
not regretting,
they're part of me.
Nothing is forever,
all wounds heal,
so will my own.
Never look back,
won't remember.
Cracks in the dark,
feel a tremor.
Never look back,
time is running out.
What's bright fades fast
but these low tides
these low tides can't last.
(time is running out)
What's bright fades fast,
but those strange times
those strange times are past me.
(time is running out)
If what's bright fades fast,
then just let me dream higher,
light my way through the mist.
(Oh I've)
(Oh I've)
(Oh I've)
(Oh I've)
(Oh I've)
(Oh I've)
(Oh I've)
(Oh I've)
(Oh I've)
(Oh I've)
Oh, I've been running from,
lost and dazed, seeking a call,
all of the ways that push me to fall.
Oh, I've been running from,
lost and dazed, seeking a call,
all of the ways that push me to fall.
Oh, I've been running from,
lost and dazed, seeking a call,
all of the ways that push me to fall.
All of the ways that push me to fall.
All of the ways that push me to fall.
All of the ways that push me to fall.
All of the ways that push me to fall.
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10. |
Choir
02:36
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11. |
ルーズエンド (Loose Ends)
04:23
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12. |
Halcyon
04:54
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My shoulders been carrying this weight for far too long
coming of age, the age of halcyon.
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13. |
Year New
07:33
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(I need a new life)
(Let changes draw near
it's all happening this year)
(I need a new life)
(Forgive me)
I need a new life.
Want some new highs.
Let changes draw near.
it's all happening this year.
I crave a new day.
Draw a new start.
Find a new scene.
Play a new part.
Wear a new mask.
Make all new friends.
Follow new fads.
Try those new meds.
Find new hope.
Something new to care.
Embrace new promises.
Take up a new routine,
wipe all that I've been.
(Forgive me)
If I find a new purpose.
If I follow new beliefs.
Will I get new faith?
Will I feel new strength?
If I trust a new future.
If I claim a new beginning.
Will I fall to new fears?
Will I regret new choices?
Making new plans.
Standing for new ideals.
Finding a new sense.
Forging a new real.
Yes I need that new new.
I'll do all I can do,
to let changes draw near,
its all happening this year.
(Forgive me)
Forgive me
for all I've done.
I've given way,
to what I've become.
My father's son,
care for none.
If nothing is written,
I'm leaving it all behind.
Forgive me
for all I've done.
I've given way,
to what I've become.
My father's son,
care for none.
If nothing is written,
I'm leaving it all behind.
Forgive me
for all I've done.
I've given way,
to what I've become.
My father's son,
care for none.
If nothing is written,
I'm leaving it all behind.
Forgive me
for all I've done.
I've given way,
to what I've become.
My father's son,
care for none.
If nothing is written,
I'm leaving it all behind.
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14. |
ルーズエンド (Octa Push Remix)
04:48
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18. |
Lowlands (IVVVO Remix)
03:39
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19. |
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20. |
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21. |
Second Days
03:33
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[Verse 1]
Believed in your story of the fallen
Faith so strong I rose up to the calling
I want it all to stay forever young
when intentions were broken
I never came undone.
[Pre-Chorus]
But I felt so numb
[Chorus]
My seconds days are here
their blaze becoming clear
before I’ve been blind
I was drowning into the night.
[Verse 2]
I’ve started to find out
these thrills I can do without
endgames we loved to play,
the walls we built I outgrew.
[Chorus]
My seconds days are here
their blaze becoming clear
before I’ve been blind
I was drowning into the night.
[Bridge]
Resurgent in high times
get caught in a landslide
these crowds that drag me down
are all but a distant sound.
I’ve started to find out
these thrills I can do without
endgames we loved to play,
the walls we built I’ve broken through.
[Chorus]
My seconds days are here
their blaze becoming clear
before I’ve been blind
I was drowning into the night.
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